Alone and afraid

I don’t know what to do

I’ve gone too far to go back

And now the one I wanted

Has said that she doesn’t want me

My light feels like its dimming

The shadows overtake

This love dragging me into darkness

This feeling I can’t shake

I can’t stop loving her

No matter the pain

I begged for you to release me

To lead me out of this rain

I know that you can hear me

You’ve always been by my side

When I’ve stumbled and I’ve fell

You carried me along for the ride

Why do I love her so?

What is the purpose of this?

If we’re not meant to be together,

Why was she placed in my path?

She’s my best friend

But I don’t want to be alone

Even if I find another

For this sin, I could never atone

The way I feel is so obvious

And no one will want to compete

With the spectre of love in my heart

For this one that is so complete

Do I accept the fact that I’ll be alone,

And travel along my way?

Lord , I feel lost and alone right now

Please send me a sign and show me a way.